I don't wanna sleep.. Boleh?

Lagu Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing, and lagu The Fray - How to save a life, are among my favorite songs.. And (hard to admit this) Westlife - Flying without wings too.. In that songs, there are indications of 'missing', 'stayed up', 'watched the sunrise on your face', brings some meaning to - I am awake now, and I have my loved ones here, I'm still here..

Well, ape aku merepek?

Anyway, since kat koleq, there are a few of my kinds - in which, sleep lesser than others, done things that others don't, simply because we are not sleeping while others lost in their slumber.. It happen to be that I did that also during uni years, and so do now..
For me, sleeping simply means - you lost many things. Well, I didn't say that I didn't sleep at all~ heheh.. I also went to bed, so do normal people, but I'd like not to sleep, coz (I've said it earlier), I would loose many things..

Have you ever tried staring into your loved ones for hours while they are sleeping? Have you ever do the chores while your loved ones sleeping? Have you ever had the best conversations with your best friends while others were sleeping? Have you ever watched the sun rises on the east while others are sleeping? Have you ever sat on your own, staring into the darkest night and thought about all the things in life? All this for the sake of 'I'm ocay I don't sleep now, I'll miss a lot of things while I'm sleeping'

Means, if I didn't sleep, it is not like I'll qada' that sleep later, but I just play it as per norm in my daily life.. Sometimes, I even pretend to sleep (when I knew it that wifey is about to wake up) just not to have her worried much.. (Yes she will be worrying all day long if she found out that I didn't sleep at night).. Oh, didn't I tell you I did that too with my mom? Hehehe

I'm not having insomnia.. I can sleep for 10 hours (but that would make me want to sleep more) like normal people.. But having this thought of missing and wasting, made me enjoy the state of not sleeping.. My record was 72 hours for not sleeping, I would like to continue more but my sis said that I'll damage my internal organ, so I went to sleep..

They said that sleeping is good for the body, so, please do sleep as usual.. Don't be me, as I'm not you.. This is just me, for being the only me.. Tak tido, mesti mengantuk.. But it is in the mind eh? When mind over matters, will it work? ;-)

Many great people sleep less, for example - Napolean Bonaparte, Leornado da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson and many more, but guess who slept more and was also a great man? Albert Einstein! He said that he found inspiration during his dreams.. Well, hurrm..

Dan adalah lebih baik untuk bangun sepertiga malam, ber-Qiamulail dan insya-Allah doa kita akan dimakbulkan اَللّهِ..

Coffe/caffein is in my blood, though I slept all night long or I slep for about 2 hours during the night, I'll still have to take em up every morning.. So, it has no difference to me, really.. Same je tido sikit or banyak.. ;-)

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