I wanna taste something..

Something like taste of success..

There are many things that can be considered success, varies from one another, and it depends entirely with what you think is one..

I have a few, had dealt with a few, but couldn't achieve with the one that i want the most.. should i reveal it here?

Nahh.. I know that i should write it off somewhere and have it seen like everyday, but that is not for everyone's eye of view..

The thing here is that you'll have to have one of your own and work it out right, let go your ass off the floor and chase it (or them).. there are things (surely) in between that drag you off course but you'll have to get back to the route..

It doesn't matter how long it takes, how bad it takes, you should stick to the plan. There are no other place that is as eternal as the Heaven and the afterworlds (alam barzakh) and always remember that life is temporary and not the ultimate.. always remember that life in this world is just a test of Him to everyone.. A loan you wouldn't know the end date.. All the living soul will face death. Every life born is not without death.

Make full use of your life while you are still here, achieve what you wanna achieve within this 'loan' period, while you can breathe the air and taste the love of your loved ones, and pray to Him for everything..

What is success means to you? *Ermm.....* If the first thing that come out from your thought is that, you still don't have one as yet.. Please do so, please make one, and you'll win do it. اِنْشَآءَاللّهُ

Life is nothing without goals of your own..

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ASB haram..

ASB/ASN atau nama panjangnya Amanah Saham Bumiputera/Nasional adalah dengan ini Tidak Halal..

Kenapa dengan senang² saya cakap tak halal? Sebab Jabatan Mufti Negeri Selangor sudahpun mengeluarkan keputusan tentangnya.. "bersetuju memutuskan bahawa ASN,ASB seumpamanya adalah tidak halal kerana masih belum menepati hukum syarak.."

Itu adalah quote dari jawapan surat pertanyaan (as per attached) but I still have a doubt of it.. Takut surat tu orang buat² and totally fake.. To get the bottom of it, and to clear my head about this thing, aku call nombor telefon y tertera dekat header surat tu..

Mula² general line tu angkat (saya cuba shorkan story dengan tak letak drama kat sini), then transferred my call to Mufti department, then kat sana diorang pass ke another man (this man sounds like Ustaz) then ayat yang keluar dari mulut dia adalah..
"Ya tuan, memang Majlis membuat keputusan ASB dan ASN itu adalah tidak Halal.."

A slap somewhere on the head..

So, without any doubt, it is not Halal, in other words Haram..

Worry not, there are many more options for you to park the invested money to Syariah Compliant funds.. You may ask me more as I'm involved in this (though i never shout it out loud).. For me, this information is for us all to know and take actions..

Wallahualam..

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I don't wanna sleep.. Boleh?

Lagu Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing, and lagu The Fray - How to save a life, are among my favorite songs.. And (hard to admit this) Westlife - Flying without wings too.. In that songs, there are indications of 'missing', 'stayed up', 'watched the sunrise on your face', brings some meaning to - I am awake now, and I have my loved ones here, I'm still here..

Well, ape aku merepek?

Anyway, since kat koleq, there are a few of my kinds - in which, sleep lesser than others, done things that others don't, simply because we are not sleeping while others lost in their slumber.. It happen to be that I did that also during uni years, and so do now..
For me, sleeping simply means - you lost many things. Well, I didn't say that I didn't sleep at all~ heheh.. I also went to bed, so do normal people, but I'd like not to sleep, coz (I've said it earlier), I would loose many things..

Have you ever tried staring into your loved ones for hours while they are sleeping? Have you ever do the chores while your loved ones sleeping? Have you ever had the best conversations with your best friends while others were sleeping? Have you ever watched the sun rises on the east while others are sleeping? Have you ever sat on your own, staring into the darkest night and thought about all the things in life? All this for the sake of 'I'm ocay I don't sleep now, I'll miss a lot of things while I'm sleeping'

Means, if I didn't sleep, it is not like I'll qada' that sleep later, but I just play it as per norm in my daily life.. Sometimes, I even pretend to sleep (when I knew it that wifey is about to wake up) just not to have her worried much.. (Yes she will be worrying all day long if she found out that I didn't sleep at night).. Oh, didn't I tell you I did that too with my mom? Hehehe

I'm not having insomnia.. I can sleep for 10 hours (but that would make me want to sleep more) like normal people.. But having this thought of missing and wasting, made me enjoy the state of not sleeping.. My record was 72 hours for not sleeping, I would like to continue more but my sis said that I'll damage my internal organ, so I went to sleep..

They said that sleeping is good for the body, so, please do sleep as usual.. Don't be me, as I'm not you.. This is just me, for being the only me.. Tak tido, mesti mengantuk.. But it is in the mind eh? When mind over matters, will it work? ;-)

Many great people sleep less, for example - Napolean Bonaparte, Leornado da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson and many more, but guess who slept more and was also a great man? Albert Einstein! He said that he found inspiration during his dreams.. Well, hurrm..

Dan adalah lebih baik untuk bangun sepertiga malam, ber-Qiamulail dan insya-Allah doa kita akan dimakbulkan اَللّهِ..

Coffe/caffein is in my blood, though I slept all night long or I slep for about 2 hours during the night, I'll still have to take em up every morning.. So, it has no difference to me, really.. Same je tido sikit or banyak.. ;-)

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Anon

Macam nama orang pun ada.. If letak Mr kat depan, dah jadi Mr Anon, quite reasonable to be a person's name..

Anyway, if you read at wikipedia, anon is a group of people, which are hackers. Yes. They hacked web pages. They do prank calls. They moved people. They are that powerful, yet no one know exactly how many they are, where are they come from, who is their leader, and basically they just being anonymous..

They did all that (hacking) because of a reason. The reason of being freedom in the internet. I blog before about the power of bloggers, but not to mentioned the hackers as well. They've hacked Visa, Mastercard, Paypal, to name a few. They've changed decisions and showed the world that people power is the most powerful force, supersede the government..

http://www.malaysia.gov.my is the main target around this time. That is because Malaysia is banning torrent and file sharing websites. That (reportedly) made them unhappy and targeting Malaysian Government websites as their punching bags.

Malaysia is taking a good heads up on discourage the means of pirates and p2p, but that is unacceptable on them. My guess would be, Malaysian government are trying to shut the mouth of a giant.. They should enforce a lower approach, rather than targeting the main 'suppliers'.

They should educate the young and old about this wrongdoings instead pouring a fuel to a bunch of flames.

Good luck The Government, may you sleep well these coming days or weeks or months.. They (anon) are just too many to handle, and I don't think that the best designed firewall can withstand the power of anon..

Didn't I tell you they even hacked CIA websites? Good luck!


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To the power of blogs and beyond..

First thing that comes to my mind when she said that she had just creating a blog was "Oh!"

It somehow knocks me in the forehead as if waking me up from a long slumber.. I had been writing before, but it somehow vanished, sinking deep on the oceans floor.. I like to write, was thinking of writing books (when I was young) and yet publishing any.. Heheh.. Anyhow, please get back on the topic..

I have thought of proud, some disbelieve, but it is not impossible.. I know she'll be learning a lot (basic html tags to name a few), but she is now ahead of me on many new things.. I never knew the term 'Blog Walking' and such before.. Now the table has turned, I'll have to learn from her.. ;-) In fact, a lot of things.. Hehe.. Proud of you Honey..

From my observations, the power of blogs are that big that it can even make the government shaky, moved people, and even touched a lot of hearts.. Some of them are very personal that it made you devoted.. Some of them are really funny that made you cried out laughing.. Some of them are really informative that made you stick with them.. Some of them are really smart that you fall of their cons..

In anyway it turns out, just that you'll have to know what's right and what's not.. Do not take it as a whole, ends up making wrong decisions if not worse.. Happy blogging guys, I foresee this as a thing in the past and present, and in the future (as long as the host still kicking) :D


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It is not the How..

It have been quite some time since I last read any books.. I can blame myself for not having the time, but heck I can blame anything or just anyone.. Malcolm Forbes once said, there is never enough time unless you're serving it..

Anyway, what I want to share today is what I remember most of my past readings.. Surely there are a lot that I can still remember (which have deep impact on me) but the exact thing that I want to share today is the biggest thing that I've read. It made me to close the books and hesitate for nearly 30 minutes before I can continue on reading.. It is in one of the many books of Robert T Kiyosaki.. He answered on of the questions from the masses on how can he be this successful. The phrase goes something like this : -

"It is not the question of How, it is the Why. The how is not that important. When you know the Why, you'll find the How."

That time, I'm still single and have no daughter or a wife as yet, but if I read it now, surely the impact would be much more stronger and I may have shed some tears out of it.. He is exactly right, it is not the how.. it is not how on he had been that successful that you can copy and do it for yourselves. Though you can, but if the Why is there, it would be greater and achievable beyond anything that may come to surpass.

Life is shorter than most have thought.. That is in one of the lines of the many great lines by Maher Zain.. I don't have all the time is this would, so do us.. Make use the most of your time, tomorrow should be better than today, اِنْشَآءَاللّهُ

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