i'd like to fly away..

One have many plans of one's life, so do i.. as per what am i feeling right now, i wanna run away from the rat race, i'd like to start something, what is it is still not that clear.. reading on my past notes and writings somehow revealed someone who had that much of a motivation, but not now.. where does it all goes? does this have to do with 9-5?

i knew i fell sick. i knew that i am sick. and i knew that i will still be sick. even my chinese friend gave me an advice on that there is "no one can change myself but me", somehow it is what it is stated in the Quran.. he must have been reading it somewhere in that many translations and such..

i want to run away, would like to dive in the deepest ocean but i still need a line.. bread winner, won't even forget that.. well, there are still missions unaccomplished, plans yet executed and such.. nothing more that i wanna do much than spending time with the loved ones.. as there are no one else that appreciates you more than them (and Allah the All-mighty for sure)..

ok, i'll have to start motivating myself, picking up the missing part and executing missions.. nothing's impossible.. i just want to be me, for the rest of my life..

Then she was born..

On October the 12th, 3:01 am, she breathed the first air.. Mareesa Naima..

Less than a day left...

From two hundreds over to less than 100 to now the counter is 1 day left.. (look at the counter on the right).. me, myself as a father to be cannot exactly express on what this heart really feels, but for most, it is filled with excitement, joy and alarm.. till then..

Kelebihan Seorang Wanita..

I was having my lunch when I decided to fb-ing and my sister in law shared this in her profile.. and seriously, i dropped a tear or two.. couldn't get my mother, wifey, grandma's face off my mind upon reading.. not to forget other pregnant ladies out there..

To momma, your only son never forgets you.. i love you momma..
To honey, i love you too.. always..

Here it goes..


Kelebihan seorang wanita..


Seorang wanita solehah adalah lebih baik daripada 70 orang wali, Seorang wanita solehah adalah lebih baik daripada 70 lelaki soleh, Seorang wanita yang jahat adalah lebih buruk daripada 1,000 lelaki yang jahat, 2 rakaat solat dari wanita yang hamil adalah lebih baik daripada 80 rakaat solat wanita yang tidak hamil, Wanita yang memberi minum susu dada kepada anaknya akan dapat satu pahala daripada tiap-tiap titik susu yang diberikannya. Wanita yang melayan dengan baik suami yang pulang ke rumah didalam keadaan letih akan mendapat pahala jihad.


Wanita yang habiskan malamnya dengan tidur yang tidak selesa kerana menjaga anaknya yang sakit akan mendapat pahala seperti membebaskan 20 orang hamba. Wanita yang melihat suaminya dengan kasih sayang dan suami yang melihat isterinya dengan kasih sayang akan dipandang Allah dengan penuh rahmat. Wanita yang menyebabkan suaminya keluar dan berjuang ke jalan Allah dan kemudian menjaga adab rumahtangganya akan masuk syurga 500 tahun lebih awal daripada suaminya, akan menjadi ketua 70,000 malaikat dan bidadari dan wanita itu akan dimandikan di dalam syurga, dan menunggu suaminya dengan menunggang kuda yang dibuat daripada yakut.

Wanita yang tidak cukup tidur pada malam hari kerana menjaga anak yang sakit akan diampunkan oleh Allah akan seluruh dosanya dan bila dia hiburkan hati anaknya Allah memberi 12 tahun pahala ibadat. Wanita yang memerah susu binatang dengan "bismillah" akan didoakan oleh binatang itu dengan doa keberkatan. Wanita yang menguli tepung gandum dengan "bismillah", Allah akan berkatkan rezekinya. Wanita yang menyapu lantai dengan berzikir akan mendapat pahala seperti meyapu lantai di baitullah. Wanita yang menjaga solat, puasa dan taat pada suami, Allah akan mengizinkannya untuk memasuki syurga dari mana-mana pintu yang dia suka.

Wanita yang hamil akan dapat pahala berpuasa pada sianghari. Wanita yang hamil akan dapat pahala beribadat pada malam hari. Wanita yang bersalin akan mendapat pahala 70 tahun solat dan puasa dan setiap kesakitan pada satu uratnya Allah mengurniakan satu pahala haji. Sekiranya wanita mati dalam masa 40 hari selepas bersalin,dia akan dikira sebagai mati syahid. Jika wanita melayan suami tanpa khianat akan mendapat pahala 12 tahun solat. Jika wanita menyusui anaknya sampai cukup tempoh (2 tahun), maka malaikat-malaikat di langit akan khabarkan berita bahawa syurga wajib baginya. Jika wanita memberi susu dadanya kepada anaknya yang menangis, Allah akan memberi pahala satu tahun solat dan puasa.

Jika wanita memicit suami tanpa disuruh akan mendapat pahala 7 tola emas dan jika wanita memicit suami bila disuruh akan mendapat pahala 7 tola perak. Wanita yang meninggal dunia dengan keredhaan suaminya akan memasuki syurga. Jika suami mengajarkan isterinya satu masalah akan mendapat pahala 80 tahun ibadat. Semua orang akan dipanggil untuk melihat wajah Allah di akhirat, tetapi Allah akan datang sendiri kepada wanita yang memberati auratnya iaitu memakai purdah di dunia ini dengan istiqamah.

Discovery Channel Theme Song

Well I must admit, that I'm in love with channel 55x, given it a discovery channel, national geographic, history or animal planet, well all of them, I like them all.. But this post is dedicated to Discovery Channel Theme song, and it echo in my mind most of the time.. boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada..


Boom De Ah Dah I Love the World part 2 - lyrics

I love the mountains,
I love the sun so bright,
I love crustaceans,
I love the stars at night.
I love the whole world,
So many things to see.

Boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada,
boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada.

I love to catch fish,
I love the lemur eyes,
I love the future,
I love when humans fly.
I love the whole world
No place I´d rather be.

Boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada,
boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada.

Still dirty,
Still loving it.

I love the blast off,
I love adrenaline,
I love the Big Bang,
I love where air is thin.
I love the whole world
And being part of it.

Boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada,
boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada.
Boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada,
boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada.
Boom-de-yada, boom-de-yada.......


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Tiring it is..

Past few weeks were very tiring, for both of us.. Went back to Malacca, buy this and that for kenduri, then the next week was last week, again, kenduri at Kuala Pilah..

Travelling alone can make you very tired, and things along the way can also make you tired.. I wish I had my Xtra Sharp like I used to take, but since its harder to get nowadays, I'll have to bare with the tiredness, and take it one by one.. I mean, tired --> rest.. But please make sure that you're fit to drive before you take the steering wheel.. Sleeping while driving is very very dangerous and it can happen within a split second..

Take good care whili driving, always think of your loved ones..


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It has been a while..

In this photo: Common view of my daily routine right now..

Ya, it has beed a while since I last updated this blog.. I had just received an envelope with from Khor, there exist a CD, receipt, and most importantly, a training manual that I'll have to run through before I take the exam..

I don't have the mood to elaborate longer, as me myself has had this running nose syndrome since morning.. My head is spinning and I can't think that much.. As yet, and I guess that my nose and eyes are now in red colour (izrin's red)..


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Love you to the bone..

It is now 2 years and 1 day after my akad.. In other words, it is a day after my 2nd anniversary.. Words can't explain on how much I love you and how much I put the love in everything that I do for you.. To the one and only honey, I, again, express the thank and glad of having you by my side all these years..

Love you to the bone, hugs and kisses from hubby..


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The WC continues..

It is now left only 4 teams, the Holland, Germany, Uruguay and Spain.. From all that, Holland and Spain would have Arsenal players in the team, so I'll support both!~ heheh.. Holland will meet Spain in the finals is like V.Persie vs C.Fabregas.. Nice.. Ermm, in the last Euro, All arsenal players played in euro, but not in this WC.. For example, Teo is not even selected for Englishmen lineup, that is ridiculous, as his goals are the one counted them into this WC..

But why in the world would I choose to support the italians then? ahah.. Its all because the influence of Nsm and Mldr.. They poisoned me with the team, apart, I'm so into liking their names~ yupp, the Italians have names like Fabio, Fransisco, Gianluigi, Gennaro Gattuso, Andrea, Camoranesi, Iaquinta and the list go on.. Their names are masculin, their plays are good, but they failed this time.. The stars are too veterans, and the newer are too shallow in experience..

But nevertheless, cross fingers that my pick for the final is right and one of them will surely lifting the world cup! Ho yeah!~


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The history of World Cup and me..

Well honestly, world cup is where my father accidentally taught me about football.. This is the time when he would bought few megazines for thw world cup alone, then staying up in front of the tv for the night, and even I can still remember the tv has aired as early as 6 plus (as we get ready for our schooling) coz back then, there are only tv1, tv2 and tv3 and they started late~

Then after I got to know clubs, but not until in my secondary school where I learned more about eric cantona, beckham, bergkamp and many more.. And not until in 1999 I decided to devote my heart to Arsenal.. Yes, my father is a die hard MU fan (so do my younger sister) but yet, I like to buy him MUTD merchandise~

Personal thanks to Mulder and Pokme as they are the ones who keep on poisoning me with football megazines.. And Smoque and Acai for their extreme love in MANUTD, a constant reminder on how bad football can affect one's life.. Haha..

I like the part where football is actually runs through your veins, and once you've stepped into, once you've wet, you are now cursed for the rest of your life.. I may change cars in a few years time, but not football club.. That explains on there are bottom clubs with lotsa loyal supporters~

Well, what about people who changes supporting clubs year in and year out? I dunno~ for me, they are not loyal, and they are not real~

Forza Azzuri for this WC~ though you drew your first game, there are still high hopes to lift the WC~


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Lock your keypad~

As per now, me myself is carrying two phones, this BB9000 and another old phone - a Sony Ericcsson K618i.. BB in my left pocket, and SE in my right pocket..

I quite not in the favor of locking the keypads, as previously, I liked calm shell aka flip phones, as their keypads are sealed.. And then my motorolla which had its keypad hard to be pressed, and yes, I've never owned a Nokia (though I've served them before) as they aren't in my liking.. I like to own others.. Haha..

Though BB have soOOooOooO many buttons, but it has an autolock functions, which is good, it lockes automatically after given time, but not the case of my SE.. It requires you to press 2 buttons, which sometimes I did treat my SE just like my BB, slip it inside my pocket.. Sometimes it act just like my previous moto, but yesterday was another story..

I received a call from Arin (previously he called me) saying..

"Nageb, ngko dah bagi aku 2 message kosong.."

"Oh! Ye ke? Sory2.. Aku lupe lock keypad lah tu!~ Haha.."

Honestly, it is quite embarrassing for me, and I laughed right after I dropped the call.. Hoho~ So, lock your keypads.. You'll never knew..
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To Allah we pray and ask for anything

Selamat hari Jummat, penghulu segala hari.. This pic is shot in KLCC's masjid, its sourcing hot outside..

The upper part of previously occupied with roof & plants, now can be filled with lots muslims for prayers.. I wish there are fans up here but they isn't any.. Its ocay, as long as we can pray~

Pray, prayers and all, for the All-mightly of all, Allah.. Amin..

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Change of diet..

Have to, as I've crossed my line.. Was being lectured by the doc yesterday, and whilst, received a message from God sent Dz~

Life is beautiful, let's do ur part well, love yourself and always think of those who matter most to you.. Love is what makes this world go round and round..


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The shortest path is not the shortcut

I've been working at Jalan Raja Chulan for 2 and a half years (and counting) and there are usual roads, short cut to the office route, go back Bangsar route, go back MJ (stands for Masjid Jamek) route, and so on and so forth..

Basically, when it comes to the best of 'Jalan pergi kerja' it has to be TTDI>Sprint>Jln Damanlela>Jln Damanseri>Jln Damansara>Jln Jelutong>Jln Damansara>Jln Mahameru>Jln Parlimen>Raja Laut>Lorong Gombak>Jalan Bunus 6>Jln Munshi Abdullah>Jln Dang Wangi>Jln Ampang>Jalan Gereja>Jln Raja Chulan>Persiaran Raja Chulan>Jln Ceylon> sampai parking spot dah..

But when it comes to going back home, it is not the same~ This is my best route (you can skip a lot of traffic) - Changkat Raja Chulan>Jln Raja Chulan>Jln Tun Perak>Jln Pudu>Jln Tun Sambhatan>Jln Tugu>Jln Cenderasari>Jln Tembusu>Jln Cenderawasih>Jln Parlimen>Jln Duta>Jln Semantan>Sprint>TTDI..

Well, I had just started to use my current Jalan Balik Rumah coz it saves me 30 minutes of traffic! But hey, that is not untill my 2 years here! Jalan Raja Chulan is very famous of it's traffic jam~ You may want to try it out!~ Google map is our friend :-)


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I like to see the rain pours..

I really like to see the rain pours, the title said it all..

I like the smell of the rain, the color of the sky, the breeze of cool air, the mist of rain droplets, the running water on the road, bringing along the dust, sand, rocks, and everything else that can be carried away by the water from higher ground to the lower ground.. This is where I learn more about gravity, water level and such.. Well, I had this habit of mine since I was in my primary school.. It is nice.. I usually sit on my bike and watch the rain pours, like I'm watching the theatre of dreams.. No words came out, while my imargination runs wild..

From this habit of mine did I found a kitten soaked with rain and in coldness of water, pamper her and put her on a box with a banket (kain buruk kering) and some food.. It was the ikan bilis.. It was the first cat that we've ever raised as pet and her generations thereafter became the love of the family.. It was the starting point of having a cat as a pet~

Then when it rains again, I'll be watching it again and again.. Well I never get bored of it..

I really like to see the rain pours, the title said it all..
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I'm gonna miss lotsa things..

Always think positive, and hope for a greener grass, with bright skies at the other side of the mountain..

Yes, I'm gonna miss lotsa things here, and so do this RM3.20 regular breakfast of mine..

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